Friday, September 14, 2007

the arrival of my 17th year of living and 1 more month to go!

it's a bit late but ya, my 17th birthday past a few days back, and with the preliminary exams over now, catching my breath wouldn't be so tough.. whew.. my so called "free days" are drawing to an end, that means no more getting up late, haha! but still managed to cram the things i want to do, friends, drawing, games, studying. bah. enough 'bout the usual stuff. well, 1 more month to the majors! w00tz! wish me luck! XD *freedom awaits!*

*oh right got a Wii for my B'day too! BANZAI! XD*

right, 'nuff said, today's topic is gonna be a little more emo and stuff, so yea bear with it. Sometimes it just hits me hard how does it feel to be in a real relationship, not your ordinary puppy love crap but when you guys really have something for each other. I know what the adults would usually say would be like, "Don't bother 'bout these things at your age, you're too young for it." At a certain perspective that would be true, but hey, humans are all curious especially when you hit your teens. Things of the "love" genre always kill me, cause many things in the past that happened will always get back to me somehow, be it novels, movies or even manga, they just get their way around me. Well, after reading this manga called "Lilim Kiss" today, it taught me something 'bout true love, or somewhat like that (though I still have yet to figure out what it is @_@), okay putting aside the totally wierd and out-of-the-world story line, i mean it always makes u envious and all seeing couples in love especially since one of them is a hunk and the other is a beauty. mehh.. I guess i stayed in the world of fantasy for too long, so much that I get all lost and messed up and probably got upset 'bout the real world. =/ Also for some reason, after read/watching these stuff I will usually tend to look at things at a much wider span, and also feel that there is so much more to life than what I am doing and thinking at that particular moment. It's depressing. D=

anyways, I'm not doing this post to get your sympathy or anything, just wanted to know how it feels, probably because every time after I read about love/romance I always end up feeling all lonely and lost that sometimes it hurts emotionally. Bah. I guess some things are just worth waiting, don't ya think? heh.. ;p

- on a busy district that is created in black & white,
don't let the the rowdy streets intimidate you,
let not the voices of the astray lead you to the darkened back alleys,
after all, the decision lies within the artist to pick up his brush
and colour this canvas of life.

..I feel better now. *_*



Sunday, September 02, 2007


whew.. preliminary exams drawing to an end, both a good and bad thing. =/ it's good because you get to rest a bit, bad 'cause the days ahead will just get more boring and tedious as the main exams draw closer. well, I promised to continue revising after this weekend, I just wanna have some fun time, so lets see.. I'm only left with just 1 more paper which starts after the short one week term break, combined science paper 1. ugh.. well, enough 'bout exams, it makes me all blurry.. @_@

for the pass few days, spent some time with some of my friends, headed for the arcade, chilled out at my friend's house, nothing big. BUT! what was big was WHAT we saw at the arcade, Beatmania IIDX 14 GOLD finally hit local shores for the first time! XD (or am I wrong? bah.) well, I'm just real happy I finally get to play this at one of our local arcades, although its all the way at Bugis Junction, but whos complaining (not me at least), cool neon lightings, cool buffer sound systems, a platform for you to stand on when playing, you actually feel the beat of the music moving through where you're standing, an absolutely new feeling compared to the older Beatmania machines. In my earlier posts I've already explained the gameplay so, yea not gonna talk 'bout it. its challenging and fun! XD

started playing another game too, Wangan Midnight Maximum Tune 3, techniquely this is my first racing game I've played since Daytona USA O_O (mann how old is that..) its pretty cool, still gotta get used to switching gears, and getting my way through sharp turns. I know to some of the arcade-goers I may sound noob, but hey gimme some credit, my first racing game in a very long run, haha. but I hate my screwed up name on my card, stupid pedal just clears my whole name when I want to confirm it (pretty sure I was hitting on the accelerator, argh! so I got some silly name instead. not gonna talk 'bout it. this whole arcade is starting to get a little addictive for me @_@, need to control!

but oh well, theres still want to try out a game tt Melcolm-san is play, its called Arcana Hearts, heard his comments, saw some video on youtube, saw the characters at the main website, im set to play it now =_=. yet another way to blow a hole in my pocket, 2 bucks/game for Beatmania and Maximum Tune 3, not sure 'bout Arcana Hearts though, hopefully it's cheaper. virtual entertainment sure are getting expansive, it drains your life and money.

..meh, like i'm one to talk.



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